Tuesday, April 6, 2010

What A Great Weekend!

This weekend helped me to realize how incredibly blessed I am in my life. I was able to sit and listen to Conference and apply so many of the talks given into my own life and see where I could improve and grow. We have had a rough couple of years and many trials were placed in front of us and many times I would question "what did I do to deserve this?" But looking back now I can see so much of what I learned during those times and see how much I have grown and I wouldn't change a thing that happened. I have an incredible husband that loves me unconditionally, even when I probably don't deserve it. We have been incredibly blessed these last few months and I cannot deny my Heavenly Father's hand in it all. He is an amazing father and a wonderful teacher to our kids. I have GREAT kids. They are good and kind and sweet little spirits and I am so grateful that my Heavenly Father blessed me with the oppurtunity to raise them. I have amazing parents who love us in spite of our many shortcomings. They let us be who we are and still love us regardless of our job or education. I love my brothers and sisters (and Jami☺) and their spouses. There is nothing we wouldn't do for each other. I learned that I cannot be angry with people. Even those who viciously and foolishly attack innocent little children without knowing the whole truth. I can only love those people and hope that one day they will find happiness in their own lives. The big theme in Conference was uniting as families and teaching our kids, more than ever, the Gospel and making our homes a safe haven for them to come to from the outside world. I can only imagine the trials and tribulations that will be placed in front of my kids and I want them to have a strong foundation. I want them to truly know what is important in life. Not to get wrapped up in the silly, unimportant things. As much as we need to be prepared physically for a disaster, we need to be prepared spiritually, as well. I had a wonderful talk with my mother in law and sister in law Terah yesterday. Through laughter and tears we were able to resolve a lot of things and I was able to gain a better understanding. They are great people and I am grateful that they are a part of my family. Easter is definately a fun holiday. Easter eggs, egg hunts,candy, the big ham dinner....all that is great. But the truth is, Easter is all about Christ and the sarifice he made for us. I am so grateful for the Atonement. I have made my share of mistakes in my life and I am glad that I am given the oppurtunity to make my wrongs right and to make my weaknesses my strengths. I know that my Heavenly Father loves me and that His son died for me and for that, I am eternally grateful. That is what Easter is all about.